N is for Neville
It seems to me that there is a kind of galloping ennui pervading this little community. Posting - not just mine - has been slow for a month or so, and everyone seems a bit limp. Depleted. I have been blaming the weather, except for the fact that while it is brutally hot, I don't believe it is really any hotter than any other mid-Atlantic summer I have lived. And considerably less humid than memory tells me it was in the old days.
Someone told me a few days ago that it was because mercury was out of retrograde. I was like, wait...isn't it supposed to be the other way around? Uh huh. It seems that the increased potential energy of a world out of retrograde is upsetting people - they're scared of possibility. I would make fun of this except that possibility is a very normal thing to be scared of. Very human. Stupid, chickenshit...but human.
This same friend confessed that she has been suffering a sense of impending doom herself, and finds herself checking her email all the time waiting for...something.
I laughed and laughed and laughed....because I have been doing the same thing for several months. I open my email box and no matter what is in there - 50 messages or none - I am disappointed. Because I am expecting something and it isn't there and I have not the smallest idea what it is that I am waiting for. And I really would like to know when I decided my email box was the oracle that would provide me with an Answer? It is, if I understand correctly, a means of communication not the I-Ching. (Though it would be pretty amusing if it turned out there was a secret subtext to the penis enhancement ads).
Dr. Who is back, which is very nice. I can - and have - watch David Tennant be the doctor for an infinite number of hours. I'm a very tiny bit embarrassed by how closely BBC Wales has captured my sexual ideal (I do so hate to be a cliche). Though, as my friend P pointed out when I asked him to please pack Mr. Tennant in a to go bag for me, should he happen upon him, he's pretty sure there's a waiting list for that. So I am not alone. I can't decide if that makes the mortification sting more or less.
I hadn't turned the a/c on until the night before last - fear of the power bill had me claiming comfort well past the point of believability - but I haven't been sleeping well and the change since I dropped the indoor temperature forces me to admit that it may have been heat related. Oddly, I was knitting more before I cooled things off. The blue pullover is done but for the neckband - it took me abut 4 hours to pick up and knit three rounds last night.
I did do some spinning.
I've been working on these for WEEKS. Camel Tussah in Fiddlehead from Foxfire. This is a deliberate attempt on my part to spin with less twist in order to have a three-ply that is a leeeetle less firm. The third bobbin represents a real failure of will. It is significantly less good than the other two; as gorgeous as this stuff is, it would not be my recommended fiber for spinning in an 80 degree room in July. Too fluffy and sticky and fine. I kind of gave up on consistency a bit to just finish it already. When I switched to some Shetland I carded up from fleece last spring I enjoyed myself much more and my spinning sucked way less. Will ply when the third bobbin had a chance to go as limp as the first two. Despite it all, I expect the resulting yarn to be rather nice. I'm thinking a slouchy beret hat thing.
I found this in my change the other day. 1915 dime. Pleasantly worn from nearly 100 years of handling. It has given me rather a lot of pleasure these past few days to contemplate its adventures and the wonderful tactile smoothness of the old worn silver.





























